Monday, September 23, 2013

The Gift of a Journey

CS Lewis writes in “The Great Divorce” about a man who finds himself in a bus queue in town that seems to be ever expanding.  The town known as the “Grey” town is enormous although sparsely populated.  The narrator wanders the desolate town until he meets others at the bus stop who are all desiring to go somewhere else.  The narrator says, “Time seemed to have paused on that dismal moment when only a few shops have lit up and it is not yet dark enough for their windows to look cheering.  And just as the evening never advanced to night, so my walking had never brought me to the better parts of the town.”  The town was frozen, or stagnant.  Yet ever expanding.  We are later told that the town has people who cannot get along.  So they quarrel and get sick of their neighbor and move to edge of town.  And all they have to do is imagine a house and poof it exists.   Stability for the community is the result of houses that are separate and isolate.   

The narrator ends up at bus stop waiting for some movement.   Some squabbling and fighting breaks out, worried that they will not all fit on the bus and the line diminishes until a manageable crowd is around and then the bus just appears.  They all rush fighting to get on and when the narrator finally steps in, there is still plenty of room.  He walks past everyone, and all the empty seats, and sits in the back.
 On the bus, the conversations of the travelers unveil their stories.  The bus begins its journey upwards and the passengers begin interacting with the narrator, telling their story until they reach their destination, a place of abounding light… heaven.     

They leave the bus, many concerned of when they need to return, although the bus driver reminds them that returning is not necessary.   Many are more comfortable in their desolate homes in the grey city.  The passengers are unhappy or skeptical.  This new place is unsettling.  And each passenger realizes that as they leave the bus, they have also become ghost like or spirit like.  And then they encounter the people.
These new people are solid and they are inviting the ghost like spirits, the passengers of the bus to join them.  But no one is willing.  One of the new persons is a murderer, and the person who he murdered is also in this heavenly place with him, yet the ghost who knew both in their previous life just can’t believe it.  The people teach the ghosts that they can become people as well.  One ghost slaps his chest, and says,
“Look at me now.  I gone straight all my life.  I don’t say I was a religious man and I don’t say I had no faults, far from it.   But I done my best all my life, see?  I done my best by everyone, that’s the sort of chap I was.  I never asked for anything that wasn’t mine by rights.  If I wanted a drink I paid for it and if I took my wages I done my job, see?  That’s the sort I was and I don’t care who knows it… I asking for nothing but my rights.  And I got to have my rights same as you. I am not asking for anyone’s bleeding charity…”
The man refuses to see himself in the same company as the murderer.  He is too stuck in his own mindset, unable to grow to see himself different.  If he can only accept that he didn’t always do his best, that nobody does, and it doesn’t matter in the least, then his body will become more solid, and he will move from being a ghost to a person.  All he has to do is embrace unceasing joy, which takes place through repentance.
Lewis’ account tells the story of several of these “ghosts” each choosing to return the city of separated homes.  Each is firmly rooted in their own home, a structure built up of walls of self-righteousness, and pride, that keeps them from accepting unceasing joy.  They refuse to permanently leave their city behind , because they are too stuck in their ways.    The refuse to move into what is so liberating, but they cannot get to that reality. 

The juxtaposition Lewis creates is that movement into the new, accepting their limitations and faults, actually moves them from being ghostly to being solid in this new state, or as Lewis describes, where their feet can push against the blades of grass.   If they are able to leave everything behind, their homes, and the ever expanding ‘grey’ city they can move into actually being grounded in the eternal place of joy. 
Now you are probably wondering, what in the world does this have to do with our Gospel reading, the extremely confusing passage from Luke.  If you are finding yourself confused after this passage, let me reaffirm you – you are not alone.  For as many possible meanings, there are even more commentaries and thoughts and articles all trying to make sense of what the words of Jesus meant nearly 2000 years ago and what they can mean to us today.  And there is clearly no consensus.  Which I think is an invitation for a more creative approach of what this text could mean to each of us, of what could be possible. 

First we have the manager for a rich man who essentially is scared of losing his job, and wants to make some friends quickly in case his job loss becomes reality.  He essentially says, “I have decided what to do so that when I am dismissed as a manager, people may welcome me into their homes.” (Luke 16:4)  Yet Jesus says later that one should make friends for yourselves by means of dishonest wealth so that when it is gone, they may welcome you into the eternal homes.”  (Luke 16:9) I am indebted to one commentator who suggests that our translation is obviously meant to parallel the word ‘homes.[1]’ 
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he home that the manager seeks is (oikous) translated correctly as home.  Yet the eternal home that Jesus promises is (skenas) which in Greek actually means, tent.  While the unjust manager, who is the steward of the rich man’s wealth, seeks a home, he is promised a tent.  He is promised a different kind of home for someone who is unable to be stable, or secure, but instead is off wandering, or worse, a refugee. 
I wonder if Lewis’ imagery can help us consider what it means to leave the homes we have constructed for ourselves to wander in eternity.  And is wandering as pilgrim where we find a truly solid foundation.  The passage from Luke seen in this light then suggests that wealth being given with the idea that something will happen in return, the promise of later security fails to give us a Holy security that we can only know from letting go.  If we give something with the promise of returns, we have tarnished the gift.
Imagine a husband coming home from a long day’s work.  He stops by the florist and picks up flowers for his wife.  They have both been overworked and over stressed.  Their marriage is being taxed.  They both arrive home near the same time.  He reaches out and hands her the flowers.  “I love you and you are so very special to me.” 

Now imagine that same couple, same situation.  The husband reaches to hand the flowers to his wife, “I love you.  And I know that it has been tough lately.  And I was hoping this would make our lives less stressful and maybe you won’t yell at me, and I figured if I got you flowers, you would just chill a little and might stop giving me such a hard time.”  Doesn’t really work does it? A gift predicated on something in return is not a gift.  It keeps us focused on maintaining the status quo, or returning to where we came from.  This second gift of flowers expects the two lovers to move back to where they were before the fight, not changed and not growing from their challenging life together.  In actuality, there is no moving backwards.  Grace comes from accepting, growing, and stepping forward in perpetual transition.  The first gift accepts the challenges of marriage and says, let us keep working.  This is grace. 

Our Collect today says, “Grant us Lord, not be anxious about earthly things, but to love things heavenly.” So often our lives are a system of bartering.  We do something with the promise of a gift in return.  Maybe we are nice, with the hope that someone will like us.  “Or we say, I can’t believe that person was so rude.  Do they remember when I helped them out ten years ago?”  This is trying to be rooted in the houses that we build.  Yet Jesus promises an eternal joy that resides in heavenly tent living, constantly moving around, never completely settled, never focused on what we can get in return.  Maybe in that we learn a little bit more about the nature of God.  A God who gives us all, never expecting a gift in return, only a journey with him that opens our world to unceasing joy.  Amen

Sermon Preached on September 22nd



[1] Scott Bader-Saye, “Theological Perspective: Luke 16:1-13” Feasting on the Word.  Year C, Volume IV

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