Sunday, April 21, 2013

Out of Fear and Into Love

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4th Sunday of Easter:  Psalm 23, John 10:22-30

"The dread of evil is a much more forcible principle of human actions than the prospect of good ... What worries you masters you."
-- John Locke

Today we gather together in this nave, seeking to know God.  We yearn for answers to the questions that are posed by the ills in our society.   Geologist and theologian Thomas Berry reminds us that spiritual traditions emerge out of a confrontation with terror.[1]  We seek God because we have been confronted with chaos, with incoherence, and with the absurd.  When we experience events like the bombings on Monday, the explosion in Texas, or the mayhem that ensued in Boston, it is as if a veil has been lifted from the earth that exposes the dark cosmic forces at work in our world.  The events of Newtown and Boston make us more aware of the deep disorder that cannot be explained which is present in our society.  It is completely incomprehensible.  I can hardly do more than shake my fist and shed my tears.  And pray.  We live in fear. 

God, where are you in the disorder of our universe?  God, where are you in the chaos of our lives?  Where are you in the hearts and minds of our elected officials?  We search and we pray. 

This morning, we hear the words that have brought so many so much comfort in times of sorrow and grief.  “Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.”  We seek the Good Shepherd.    

Yet this morning, we are also gathering together to celebrate. This morning we will formally welcome four new people into the Christian faith through the waters of Holy Baptism.   We celebrate because it is through death that they have new life.  It is the most difficult paradox of the Christian faith for us to comprehend.  The words, which capture our theology, should be especially striking for each of us as we pray.  Today is the single most important day in their lives, just as our own baptisms were for each of us.  It was the day that that we were marked as Christ’s own forever, brought into the fold by the Good Shepherd.    

But just what in the world does that really mean?  We certainly do not feel any less confused by the actions of others.  We still search for meaning in the loss.  We seek to be people of resurrection through pain and suffering.  We seek to understand this paradox of the Christian faith, more than ever. 

And just as the metaphor of Jesus as Good Shepherd is comforting, the passage we heard from today can be somewhat challenging to understand.  In the story, people want to know if Jesus is the Messiah.  His response is confusing because he says, “I have told you, and you do not believe.”  Yet we know from looking back in the Gospel that the only that Jesus has shared this secret with is the Samaritan woman at the well (John 4).  And the people who are questioning “do not belong” to Christ’s sheep.  

Yet this tension has a purpose, and that is because John wants us to know that it is God who seeks us out long before we know to seek God.  Do we seek God, or does God seek us?  John is claiming that it is God who initiates and brings us into God’s grace.  This takes the responsibility of finding God out of our hands.  It means by nature of our baptism, being marked as Christ’s own forever, God has made us his sheep. 

Two of the children being baptized today began singing in the choir a few months ago.  If you have experienced a baptism at St. George’s any time since last November, you might recall the children’s choir singing a refrain after each person is baptized.  The song says, “You have put on Christ, you have been baptized. Alleluia, Alleluia.”  After singing this refrain a few times, Amanda and Zach decided that they would like to be baptized. 
“My sheep hear my voice. I know them, and they follow me.”

God has led these five to the waters of baptism, drawing each in by initiating grace.  God, the Good Shepherd has sought them out, and God has sought us all out.  “He leads me beside still waters; he restores my soul.  He leads me in right path for his name’s sake.”

It is rather remarkable how spot on our lectionary can be.  The Psalmist and the Good Shepherd are so important today, because they remind all of us, that God’s mercy and grace is seeking us out in the depths of our fear and sorrow. God’s love moves through the cosmos of the world to find each of us and draw us in.  It leads us, it guides, it comforts us.  We could spend the rest of our lives seeking to find God in the midst of tragedy.  The reality is, as our Gospel passage reminds us, not to seek in order to find but that God has already reached out like a shepherd bringing us out of fear and into the fold of grace. 

In a moment, we will answer the call of the Good Shepherd.  We will join with those who are making their baptismal vows.  We will all answer, I will with God’s help, to five questions.  Where we cannot explain, rationalize or deconstruct the horror we experienced this week,
We can ask for help to answer the following questions.  We can ask for help in resisting evil.  We can ask for help in striving for justice and peace, and respecting the dignity of all human beings.  We can ask for help to seek and serve all persons, loving our neighbor as ourselves.  We can ask for help in proclaiming the Good News of God in Christ.  And we can ask for help in breaking bread, following the apostles’ teachings, and praying.   And by doing this we are asking for help to bring us out of a place of fear and into a place of love. 

This is a tall order.  One that we will recommit to shortly, and one that some will make for the first time.  It is the only rebuttal we can muster up in response to the world today.  It is the only response we can sing because we have heard and we know the Shepherd’s voice.  He leads me by still water…  He leads me out of fear.  He restores my soul.

So today we pray.  We mourn.  And we give thanks.  And with God’s help, we follow the Good Shepherd’s voice.  

Preached at St. George's Arlington
April 21, 2013


[1] Thomas Berry, “Spiritual Traditions and the Human Community”, The Christian Future and the Fate of the Earth, ed. Mary Evelyn Tucker and John Grim, (Mary Knoll, New York: Orbis Books 2009).

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